5, IN UNPROTECTED WATERS


[

A

distortion

in place a

sympathetic

division

of indigo

until counting

dissolves

this way

blue

only

a fabrication

]

 

[ 5.1 ]

She began by moving her head in a pattern | insect blue

cochineal | carmine or crimson couldn’t fend off crushing | black

ore, amorphous, forming crusts | The way she smiled made it difficult

to dye | white, then red, last a bluish-black, in order

of tenderness, opacity | If tinted: a window (what’s another word for hole

in the head) | an ancient eye grinds indigo

a lower concentration, flushing | She tried moderating her heartbeat | until

counting prohibited the Devil’s dye, uruku, derived

from the seed of a deep orange fruit | modulates the size of eyes |

 

[ 5.2 ]

In stratification a sheer white veil | Would she have chosen to dissolve

this way | a fugitive blue, a material red allowing less

intimacy | fluorescent or lasers when irradiated, wavelengths | She didn’t like

being seen through | translucence

a sign of eligibility | She wanted to be seen

through | merge violet and red: selective

sweep | of solar rays the potential for albinism | She had never

been alone nor coupled | how embryos must constantly close

in themselves | She wanted to escape the confines of skin |